I have been taking this "faith test" it seems every quarter for the last 4 years. I don't think I have passed it yet, hence the test keeps coming up. I am not in control, God is and He always provides for all of my needs. I keep giving him my needs and then taking them back. All of us think we can do everything ourselves, on our own, but it is just not true. I was thinking about all of this last weekend and how I could give my concerns and cares away, and not be so controlling. I am a control freak and I will admit it. Its not an admirable trait so why can't I just give it up? Why? I hope sometime before I die (hopefully many years from now), I will have learned to give it all to God. Until then I will keep taking the test over and over and over and over again.
I was at the E-Women Network Fearless Female Event last night and it was so encouraging and uplifting to me. I told my story to Sandra Yancey the founder of E-Women last night as I sat with her at dinner. Surprising to me she asked if I would tell my story to the whole group. And what did I do I started to cry because I was overwhelmed with the love and acceptance from all these women in the room. I was overcome with gratitude for someone caring about me and my story and wanting me to share it with others. And I was so thankful that I could thank God for always being in control and taking care of me.
I have been a member now at E-Women for 2 years and I still come away from the events with fresh ideas and learn new things. I didn't know I needed a "mastermind" group but I do now and I will be getting one. I also didn't know about "corporate funding" which I will be looking into today. So many things to do I had better get to work!
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