So here goes, I was asked by a TV producer to get some video together of my work life and home life for a possible reality show. I really didn't think much of it 6 months ago when I was first approached about applying for something like that. Dynamic show with a girl in a custom cabinet shop, possible contrast with workers and working with her father. These things sounded interesting to them, and I just made the tapes and sent them off. Now its the waiting game. I have been waiting a couple of months now, and last week was informed that its going to be a tough sell. I just emailed the nice producer and said, "I know you said its a tough sell, but you can do it, I have faith in you." No pressure huh? She is probably really thanking me now for that request. I really want to do this reality show now, but I have no guarantees no certainty, just hope. I will have faith that Jesus knows what is in store for me and what is best, and this might not be it. A very kind friend told me recently, "if you have felt disappointment before what are you afraid of?" Seriously I am afraid of everything, but I will charge on and like the guy in Ratatouie said, "LETS DO THIS THING!"